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Name: Christine
Location: New Jersey, United States
Gender: Female
Interests: Hanging out, having a good time, Stage Crew, laughing hystericly, joking around, arguing...i dunno what else
Expertise: Giggling, nothing else really
Message: message me
Member Since:
11/5/2004
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| have....
( ) smoked a cigarette
(x)smoked a cigar
(x) made out with a member of the same sex: it was a dare
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight
( ) snuck out of my parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
( ) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher
( ) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) seen someone die
( ) had a crush on one of your myspace friends
( ) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
( ) thrown up in a bar
( ) (purposely) set a part of myself on fire
( ) eaten Sushi
( ) been snowboarding
( ) met someone in person from myspace
( ) been hxc dancing at a show
( ) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken pain killers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel
(x) had a tea party (emily and i used to have them when we were little)
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping (in Disney!)
(x) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
( ) used a fake id
(x) watched the sunset
( ) felt an earthquake
( ) touched a snake (ew no!)
( ) slept beneath the stars
(x) been tickled
( ) been robbed
(x) been misunderstood
(x) pet a reindeer/goat
(x) won a contest
(x) run a red light
( ) been suspended from school
(x) been in a car accident (does "causing" one count?)
(x) had braces or still do
(x) felt like an outcast
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
(x) danced in the moonlight
(x) hated the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
( ) pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
( ) been obsessed with post-it notes
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
(x) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(x) sung karaoke
( ) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) danced in the rain
(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
(x) watched the sunset with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
( ) made a bonfire on the beach
( ) crashed a party
(x) gone rollerskating
(x) had a wish come true
( ) humped a monkey
(x) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
(x) screamed penis in class
( ) ate dog/cat food
( ) told a complete stranger you loved them
(x) kissed a mirror
(x) sang in the shower
( ) have a little black dress
(x) had a dream that you married someone
(x) glued your hand to something
( ) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
( ) kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sexes clothes
( ) been a cheerleader
(x) sat on a roof top
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) done a one-handed cartwheel
( ) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night
( ) didn't take a shower for a week..
(x) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
( ) had a tree house
(x) are scared to watch scary movies alone
(x) believe in ghosts
(x) have more then 30 pairs of shoes
( ) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
( ) gone streaking (WERE GOING STREAKING!)
(x) played ding-dong-ditch
(x) played chickenfight
(x) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on (yes cast party last year!)
(x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
( ) broken a bone
( ) caught a fish then ate it
(x) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed
( ) mooned/flashed someone
(x) had someone moon/flash you
(x) cheated on a test
(x) have a Briteny Spears CD
(x) forgotten someone's name
( ) slept naked
(x) French braided someones hair
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| So this whole college decision thing has been driving me nuts...
Today after school me and brett were just talking in the rocks lot waiting for the buses to leave and we were talking about the college decision cuz he really wants to know where im going since he is going to VT and wants to know if i will be there with him and
he was like "well nothing is gonna change in the next few days you just need to decide" and i was like "i dont want to" and he was like "for some reason you are scared of the next 4 years of your life and i dont understand why...dont you wanna get out of here?!?!"
And you know what i am scared...im scared out of my mind...some people are so excited to start over...i dont want to start over why would i want to start over when i have such great things going for me here...im number 7 in my class, i have a great family who supports me no matter what i am awesome kids in my classes who actually make school bareable, i have some of the most amazing and fun friends a girl could ask for...why would i want to erase all this to start over and become friendless and a no body...i just dont want to. What am i gonna do without Kari everyday in school, what am i supposed to do without our 10 min periods of just hysteric laughed and not being able to breathe, what am i supposed to do without stage crew and the everyday "bullying" of the guys, i cant image a day without getting my ass slapped and turning around to see one of the guys....i just dont know what im gonna do...i know im gonna be able to make it and deal with it but maybe i dont want to be able to deal without them i dont want to accept life different from what it is now...why change when things dont need changing....
ok that was my rant for the day...
oh yeah and for all those are wondering if i did make my decision...im going to VT...GO HOKIES CLASS OF '09  ...so i guess change is in my future... | | |
| Best part of my weekend was making smores with scarlett and dinner at full ho and then hilarious time being hit on by weird 25 year old ghetto guys in a parking lot in medford "you know you really should stop smoking" "yeah i know ive been naughty, i need a girl like you to come over here and spank me"...the guys were so oblivous they jsut kinda stood there, lol...than hanging in starbucks with Kayt and Jenny...my friends are awesome...CANT WAIT FOR PROM!
must got to my 2nd night of work in a row out of 3...peace!
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| So first weekend of shows went well...better than i thought see as how we never had a single run through before opening night. Being a stage manager (or "wing manager") for the musical is hard shit...im soo exhausted.
There were a few things that went wrong opening night but otherwise it went ok. Then afterwards we were all going to Marlton Diner. There were tons of people there. I wasnt really hungry and i didnt feel like dealing wtih figuring out who has to pay what because i hate that and i just felt like shit so i went home. On the way home I had like a huge emotional break down, I just started bawling in my car. It was just an accumulation of stress of all types, I just kinda felt alone and lost. So then I went home and cried some more and fell asleep on the couch in my crew clothes.
Sat was alright. First show went well (besides the mirror almost smashing into the lights...that scene is gonna give me a heart attack one of these days) then we all played Frisbee which was alrgith till i started to get all weird again and i guess you would say 'depressed' but not really. (probably cuz Brett called me butt ugly, what a poopy head) So i went to call jon but he didnt pick up his phone so then i was super upset but then i got ok for the show and it went well then about 15 of us went over to Yeagers house and had some fun with a capital F. I was the only crew person to sleep over it was cool yet awkward at some points.
Now im here running on 3 hrs of sleep and i have lots of shit to do around the house. Now im gonna go take a nap before I fall on my face.
Love ya,
Christine | | |
| Ugh im such an emotional basketcase...
I wish these tears were strangers to my eyes and cheeks but they are not...the shadow of their last appearance still lingers....
I dont know if im strong enough... | | |
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